its crazy when people say that its better to have love than not to have loved at all.. that's a load of crap.. you date and date until you find the perfect one right? but the things is there are people who are lucky and they immediately found that one person that they are right for, but what about people like us? peolpe who have to suffer dates after miserable dates.. its crazy because id rather not to have loved at all and be happy.. single is happy..because when you love someone you get weak.. you tend to lose yourself.. sometimes realtionships can be a manipulation of emotions. a rollercoaster.. or maybe im just bitter today.. hahaha..

quote of the day: Maybe this world is another planet's hell.--Aldous Huxley

mistakes..

dont dwell on your mistakes, learn from them..

somehow upon hearing those old age adage, i cant help but wonder how can that be? when all i can think is mistakes makes you realize wat you had, what you've lost, what you've taken for granted they make you realize that sometimes there are no next time, no more 2nd chances. And i cant help but dwell on my mistakes.. so what's with the rainting? i made a stupid mistake.. i think that i could have done better, but i didnt.. im being vague.. im not yet ready to say it outloud.. hmm.. maybe later.. hahaha... i need to go now=p

missing..

when someone you care about is so far from your reach.. l
ike say, my boyfriend who is miles away from me, you cant help but be overcome by a sudden sadness every now and then. a feeling you cant help but dwell on..and right now that what's im doing.. rigth now, my mind is remembering the late night talks we had.. i miss talking to him about everything, anything.. nothing.. it seems that i can never truly find someone to talk to like i did with him.. baring your soul.. your worst nighmares.. your dreams.. just about everything in my life.. i remember our secret codes thing only the two of us know.. i miss his scent.. i miss the way his eyes crinkles when he smiles...

missing someone sucks...