discalimer..??

i am a walking mistake. a failure by day and a diaapoitment by night, there's nothing that i do that can be right.. welcome to my nightmare. i have been living a facade. i can only fool myself for so long.. My life sucks. and your reading the rantings of a delusional person.. hahaha.. i have kept so many thoughts in my head, screaming inside i might as well say it outloud so i wont be a prisoner of my own mind anymore.. So that would be my discalimer.. Since every site has one.. hahaha.. This is the inner twisting or my demented mind..