Dream Guy: empasized on dream please!

-A love letter once in a while.. (does poets still exist?)
-must make me special
-spoils me!! (hahaha....)
Listens and understand my needs (ahem sensitive guy..)
-suprises me once in a while..(awww.. thoughtful!)
-doesnt have any vices (no smoking please!)
makes me laugh
-doesnt lie!!!
-Patient..
-will go shopping with me=)

Why is it imprinted in everyone's mind that there's one person that is meant for us and that whoever that person is he/she must be perfect..
it bothers me, why do we have this concept on the perfect mate, your soulmate, destiny...

discalimer..??

i am a walking mistake. a failure by day and a diaapoitment by night, there's nothing that i do that can be right.. welcome to my nightmare. i have been living a facade. i can only fool myself for so long.. My life sucks. and your reading the rantings of a delusional person.. hahaha.. i have kept so many thoughts in my head, screaming inside i might as well say it outloud so i wont be a prisoner of my own mind anymore.. So that would be my discalimer.. Since every site has one.. hahaha.. This is the inner twisting or my demented mind..